Today I let go…
I let go of your eyes..
Today I let go…
I let go of your smile.
For those eyes never twinkled for me.
For that smile never flashed for me.
Today I let go…
I let go of the unrealistic expectations I have carried for so long.
Today I let go…
I let go of ever hearing your voice call my name.
Today I let go…
I let go of the futility of my emotions…
Today I let go…
I let go of the craving in my heart for you…
Today I let go…
I let go of the impossible connection I thought we had.
We never spoke.
But I know we exchanged a million looks.
We never touched.
But I know exactly how your skin would feel.
We never even met.
But I know from the moment I saw you that you are the ONE for me.
This is ridiculous.
This feeling of such abstract love.
A love that never was and never will be.
I thought we had a chance.
But we don’t.
Is it because I held onto the notion of you for so long?
Which is why…
Today I let go…
I let go of everything…
Tell me…
Is it possible to love someone without ever meeting them?
Is it possible to feel so deeply for a stranger?
For someone with whom you have not even exchanged a greeting?
Is it possible to have such strong love for someone you might have seen in the crowd?
I remember the way you looked at me,
That one time in my dreamworld,
When you and me drowned in colours of red.
Embraced each other.
It was just a dream.
It was a moment of retrocausality.
I know you are my future which is why I held onto the past so vehemently.
I know that we are one,
Never separated.
Which is why today I let go…
I let go of wanting to be with you,
Because you are and will be, forever with me.
tina@tinaheals.com
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