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VENUS SIGNS

Tinaheals — Sun, 18 Dec 2022 11:30:04 +0000

VENUS SIGNS

Venus is possibly the most important planet when it comes to love, romace and desire. When we read the Venus in a man’s chart, it reveals the kind of woman he is attracted to. Similarly for a woman it denotes the kind of lover she is, what she wants from the relationship, and what she is willing to give. If Venus is ill-aspected or unfavorable in the synastry of a couple, then you can expect the desire to fade away quickly or desire to become all-too-powerful and subsumes the native Obsession, possessiveness, and jealousy can also be revealed by Venus’ placement and alignments.
When Venus is placed in a particular sign, it feeds off from the energy of the Dispositor. For example, if Venus is in Aries, then it is best to look for the placement of Mars in the natal or D9 chart or any other divisional chart. If Mars is well-placed, then Venus will fare better than if her dispositor is unfavorable. Also, we have to keep rulerships and exaltations in mind, and on the other side, we have to carefully dissect the debilitations if we are to balance this love/romance energy that Venus brings
Venus rules Taurus and Libra, which means that she is debilitated or in a fall position in the opposite signs of Scorpio and Aries. Venus is most afflicted in Virgo, the sign of her depression and opposite the sign of her exaltation, Pisces. The sign she is placed in will react to her inherent qualities affecting the behavior and habits of the native. Now let us delve into how Venus interacts with the twelve signs.

VENUS IN ARIES
This is a difficult placement for Venus and can make a native aggressive. In bed and in love, this person is possessive, jealous, and often harsh. Very passionate individual with a humungous amorous appetite. But the restlessness pervading the native can be very distressing for marriage and relationship. When it comes to the woman native, this placement is doubly dubious. Venus, the feminine, sweet, soft, and watery planet, is burnt out by the fire of Mars. As a lover, she is demanding, ruthless, and impetuous. There is no stability in marriage, and divorce may result. Even the conception of children can be problematic, but sexual appetite is voracious. If Mars is favorable, then it makes them affectionate and generous, but controlling. For a man, he is attracted to some more dominant than him. He likes to submit in bed to his lover.

VENUS IN TAURUS
This is such a wonderful position for Venus, in her own earthy home. This Venus is sensual and loves touch and unforgettable sexual encounters. Women natives are very stable with their affections and are excellent in their domestic duties. They are very attractive to look at, and their mates are head over heels for them. However, there can be a tendency to eat sweets and huge portions of food, which can add to body weight. Her approach to love is very direct and wholesome; she does not complicate things or play mind games. Natives are committed and will go to any lengths to save their marriage. Natives who are male will automatically be attracted to someone who can give them a sense of security and comfort. These men want a full meal on their table when they come back home. If Venus is afflicted, then it gives delayed marriage and immoral tendencies.
VENUS IN GEMINI
Venus is happy in the home of her friend Mercury, and this position blends the beauty and grace of Venus with mercurial ability. Conversations are pivotal to get the attention of a male with this placement. He wants his mate to seduce him with words, especially in bed. Definitely a touch of the poetic. A woman with this placement will love to have her admirers swoon over her verbal perspicacity. She is witty and humorous and knows how to engage her audience and often has more than one suitor. She likes to keep her options open. Although she is very amusing and jovial, she can detach from her lover with a swiftness that is not visible with any other Venus signs. She is quick with her affections, but equally swift to become bored when she’s not constantly entertained. There is a fickle side to her, and men natives will often find themselves to be in love with someone who has commitment issues. Domestic life is often not as blissful as they’d like or expect, which is why they keep moving from place to place to sample variations in the sex menu.

VENUS IN CANCER
This Venus, although mostly home-bound, is very well placed. Venus attracts and cancer nurtures, which makes them an ideal fit. It’s definitely a well emotional placement, and the native operates with this EQ more than IQ! Very responsive to emotions, which makes them very moody. These people have this inherent need to fall in love and be loved in return. They detest fickle-mindedness and are looking to settle down with the right person. However, you will not see them doing any chasing. They’re happy to wait for their twinflame/soulmate, and believe me, they are looking for this person in their heart. They draft romantic tales in their minds and often suffer from the Cinderella syndrome. She needs to realize that she doesn’t need the knight in shining armor, and true independence is the path to true glory. Being independent scares her and pushes her far away from her comfort zone. She is very family oriented and will build a safe haven for her loved ones. For a man, he looks for this motherly woman to have children with, but he may engage in numerous illicit relationships and experience much sorrow from his sexcapades. Most male natives with the Oedipus complex have this placement.

VENUS IN LEO
This is a regal placement for Venus, and if unafflicted, this position makes the native liberal, tender hearted, compassionate, kind, and charitable. The watery feminine planet is rather fixed, hotheaded, and opinionated in this fiery masculine sign. If such a native fixes their mind on someone, they will go to any length to proclaim their affection and will not waiver. They are passionate and warm people with a voracious sexual appetite. They are idealists who love to display grand gestures during courting, but these people can find the opposite sex irresistible. Many natives, both men and women with this placement, can have multiple flings or affairs. Definitely, a licentious streak exists if not balanced; which is why they need to be kept stimulated by passionate lovers. Women natives want to go to Queen Bee and have her lovers swoon over her. Men natives want their women to be the center of attraction, kind of like the trophy wife. Marriage can happen in a very wealthy family and get money from the husband or the wife. If you want to see the Venus in Leo female in a party, look for the one with the most glitter and bling! If you’re looking to find a man with this placement, then find the man with the most glamorous wife. You can’t miss it!

VENUS IN VIRGO
This is a sign where Venus gets debilitated. If you or your lover have this placement, then you must scrutinize and study all the major influences in the rest of your chart. If support is sent to this debilitated Venus, then she is strengthened. The blend of Mercury gives this Venus a spontaneity! These lovers will never open up and advocate their love to you. They like to keep their affections hidden in the crevices of their hearts. More often than not, these people are misunderstood by their lovers. They are definitely long-term players in the romance and love field, but they need to be able to rationalize their attraction. The mind and its rationale must prevail when they pick a mate, which is why they often miss out. Delays can be experienced when it comes to marriage, and sometimes, they may even back out just before the ceremony. Yes, she can be a run-away bride. Sometimes, women natives may marry someone who is chronically ill or handicapped in some way, and she tries to heal and restore him.

VENUS IN LIBRA
This is possibly the best placement for Venus as this is her mool-trikon sign. Both men and women natives are very attractive and pleasant to the opposite sex. Romance is in the air, but it is not always long-term or sustainable. The airy and movable nature of Libra brings in numerous love attachments for short durations, which are, of course, not always fruitful. These natives love to party and such social gatherings, and it is in such a place of entertainment and frivolity that they meet their lovers. Once they get married, their partner can only sustain their affections if they are open to sexual proclivities that are demanded subtly of them. This Venus is very sensual and flirty, but if true love happens, then these natives are in love, mind, and spirit, of course with the body. Emotions can be blinding, and the ritual of love means more than consummation.

VENUS IN SCORPIO
Not a walk in the park, surely, this placement. It’s brooding, haunting, and very intense. Scorpio rules the genitalia and Venus placed here is prone to a high libido. Natives without redeeming placements can burn in unbridled lust and incessant gratification of the sex drive. Place a moon or mars near this Venus, and you have exaggerated sexual desires, untamed and unfettered. Emotions are super intense but never expressed. For both men and women, the lover is possessively guarded and observed to ascertain faithfulness. Once the native experiences true love, they are capable of great sacrifices. With the right person, they are ready to immerse themselves fully in their partner without retaining their individual identities. But this can breed resentment in the future. The women natives will seek to solicit the welfare of the person they love, even if they’ve not been brought into the loop by their lover. They will interfere and demonstrate their affections, which can come across as bossiness and control. There is a unique blend of idealism about romance that comes with this placement, but often natives are disappointed in love and haughty. Men natives fall for the Femme Fatale and seek dangerous liaisons that can affect their reputation or friendships.

VENUS IN SAGITTARIUS
These natives tend to look for the fantastic in romances. They seek out the mythical, all-powerful love that only they can experience. They have high ideals and huge expectations. Jupiter and Venus are enemies, and this can result in hypersensitivity and moodiness. Sudden unions are followed by disappointments. Women natives are vivacious and outgoing. Their brand of seductiveness is rather exclusive and can not be ignored. Men with this placement are tall and sexy and look for a woman who is very liberal and broad minded. However, both men and women can not concentrate for long on one individual, and they must keep moving and meeting new people, discovering new lovers. If such a native is satisfied with one relationship, then he or she is indeed lucky, and so is their partner because this is not the usual affair! They seek out someone with refined tastes and high ideals, someone they can develop and grow with. They are the most likely candidates to go for unconventional relationships or open marriages. They love teasing the opposite sex and travel is one way through which they meet their lovers. Passionate and intense love affairs happen with foreigners in faraway lands.

VENUS IN CAPRICORN
Here, Venus manifests with the desire to mate with someone who is in a high position, someone with social status, and a heavy bank balance. Emotions and love take the back seat. Marriages are seen as a way to enhance status and rise up the social ladder with material gains involved, or it’s a no-show. This does not make them heartless gold diggers! On the contrary, they are quite steadfast in their affections, and once committed, they take love very seriously. If their partner is in some way cold or distant, this immediately puts them on high alert. They are not very trusting and can be super jealous. These natives often go for the arranged marriage as obligation and loyalty take precedence over romance and feelings. Women with this placement usually marry someone many years older than themselves. Someone who is like a father figure. They may love their spouse but can not verbalize these emotions and are unable to demonstrate their affections, which is why they come across as cold and calculated. Definitely not the ones up for some PDA (public display of affections!)

VENUS IN AQUARIUS
This placement is rather peculiar as Venus operates on the basis of certain ideals rather than love and emotions. Love is an idea, not an emotion. In the case these natives divorce, they are more than likely to remain friends with their exes. Their motto is simple, altruism is more important than petty concerns and individual love. They posit importance to universal all-encompassing love and are not thinking of individual love stories. Philosophy religion and spirituality play a very important role when they choose a mate, and many natives may eschew marriage in totality to live in a commune and work for the greater good of people. They abhor stagnant traditions and restrictive rules that society imposes on their love lives. They are intuitive, unconventional, and quirky, very much subscribing to the concepts of soulmates and twinflames. Their lovers appear abruptly, out of the blue, and things move very quickly. They are the types of live-in with their lovers before tying the knot and many never actually formally get married; if they do decide to go for the traditional marriage scene, it happens during their middle years and their spouse is either much older or younger. For men, this Venus brings older and more experienced women, and women natives tend to fall for the older guys.

VENUS IN PISCES
This is the sign in which watery, feminine Venus is exalted! Soft, dreamy, and melancholic, a few keywords to describe these natives. There is a certain depth of feelings in them, but these need to be awakened and kindled. Their love story seems very fated, as if everything is so destined, but nothing makes concrete sense. Isolation is a strong possibility after having their hearts broken because if they find disappointment in love, they feel that their earthy incarnations have not been fruitful. They remain unfulfilled. They want their love to be eternal, but the only thing that is eternal is change, and this is a lesson that they gradually learn; after all, Pisces is movable and changeable. The women natives are interested in finding a lover they can heal and save. The victim/savior complex is often evident with this placement. They seek to be “saved” and then they want to do the saving, which is why they might fall for someone else once they’ve “healed” their present partner. They are kind and caring and will often sacrifice their own happiness to accommodate their lover. However, there is melancholia that accompanies the Venus in Pisces.

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Total Solar Eclipse and NM in Cancer, 2nd July, 2019: Yes to Heaven

Tinaheals — Tue, 02 Jul 2019 22:20:50 +0000

My soul is screaming in ecstasy
Every fiber of my being
is in love with you

Your effulgence
has lit a fire in my heart
for me
the earth and sky

My arrow of love
has arrived at the target
I am in the house of mercy
and my heart
is a place of prayer ~~Rumi

Some say eclipses can be inauspicious, some think it brings disease and pestilence. Some consider them to herald the abdication of a king, but what is probably most profound about a solar eclipse is the fact that when this happens, the dark side of the Moon is illuminated. More like blasted with the Solar rays. It is a photonic bombardment and it happens hidden from the treacherous and inexperienced eyes of humanity. Forgive the cryptic phraseology, this eclipse is on my Jupiter, in my 11th house and Mars/Merc is not conjunct, albeit widely to my Saturn and Natal Mercury and tightly conjunct my Sun! People like me with a 12th house stellium speak the tongue of symbolism.

“Symbols can be so beautiful, sometimes.” ~ Kurt Vonnegut

And sometimes they be painful, poignant and seeped in melancholia. It is consciousness that gives it meaning. What a day of incredible shifts…

You know why I think the eclipses have a bad name is because the eclipse disrupts the synodic cycle which is symbolic of the flow of life force of Chi. If disruptions occur above, they do so below as well. The Moon is the feminine or the IDA nadi and she becomes becomes super charged with the masculine “sperm” or the solar rays that create life in her fertile womb. The Moon is also emotions and our connective ability and the Sun is our male self, our conscious extroverted ego and when these two become one, magick happens. The alchemical marriage!

Eclipses always involve the nodes of the moon and this one involves Rahu or the North Node and rahu is about additions. In fifteen days will be the lunar eclipse in Capricorn involving Ketu or the South Node which is about subtraction. The thing is, what are we adding to the equation of our lives? Reflection alert. What is that truth? Don’t let Jupiter/Neptune square take that away from you.

And when we speak of Cancer we speak of childhood, the mother archetype, psychic awareness, a richness of emotions, a flooding of memories from many lifetimes which leads to an intensification of emotions that can break us by shaping into a heartless tsunami or it can metamorphose into a life giving mirage. Water can be equally a life saver and it can kill you.

I meant drown you with emotions, unprocessed feelings and psychic information which apparently does not make sense. It does not make sense because human comprehension is dwarfed when we speak of such realms. But those realms of psychic awareness and depth exist and today this eclipse digs up all that debris and our deepest self is exposed. To whom? To our own selves. Who is then doing the action and who is the observer? As if this can be answered under this sensitive and melancholic NM eclipse opposite Saturn and Pluto. Let’s not forget the SN or Ketu.

Mercury has stationed retrograde in my 12th house of death, loss and dissolution and the eclipse is on my 11th which deals with larger communities and the internet. Guess what happened? I had already typed over 4000 words and then suddenly my line crashed and before I could save it, my UPS crashed and I lost it all. I was pretty devastated as I have tons of planets in Leo, a stellium and this made me feel like, Oh no, this Mercury RX is not going to be easy on me and my information. I went back to doing my work with the tarot for my clients and then I began to work with the energy of Archangel Raphael. Although he is not the angel we associate with Cancer, it is Gabriel, but I felt compelled to work with him and his green shield. The shield is for a woman who needs an immediate kidney transplant but her body is not ready to accept a foreign object or surgical intrusion.

Mars entered Leo as well yesterday and loosing all this work was a Martian curse. I do have a Manglik dasha problem which means a problematic Mars. Mars in Leo brings in a different type of showmanship and enterprise. Mars in the 12th can be problematic, but then nothing is ever easy for seekers on the spiritual path.

After I finished working with this green shield, I sat lost in meditation which is when a client from New Orleans sends me a picture. I open my phone and stare at it. It was the figure of Jesus Christ on the cross. Make no mistake, I love, love, love him, but today there was something different. It felt like he looked at me. Yes directly at me and his face radiated such compassion and wisdom that I started crying, falling to the floor. I have had lucid dreams before, but what followed after was something I could only intuit because of my delving into astrology. Neptune is RX on my Moon in the 7th opposing my Venus, Mars and Ascendant. Believe me, the experience I had with the divine masculine is probably the reason I have been on the journey of understanding twinflames for the last decade.

Today the eclipse and the NM opposite Saturn/Pluto and SN conspired to reveal something so glorious that I am actually left speechless. Which is not necessarily bad with Merc stationing RX in Leo and the Psychopomp or the Spirit Messenger is bringing messages from the spirit world and I have never been so grateful. So blessed to have experienced something so phenomenal. I think I waited for this experience for an eternity.

In my lucid dream, he was standing in front of me and all I knew is that he is my beloved. A beloved so close to my heart that he can hear me breathe from the inside out. He pulls me up from the floor and I stare at him through tear filled eyes. I cannot totally see his face. I can see the outline, but nothing definite. His features are a blur, but I remember his eyes as they looked at me and at that moment I understood the journey of twinflames like Rumi, Mirabai and Teresa of Avila.

I understood what she meant when she wrote…

My heart goes into You
As the polish goes into the gold.
As the lotus lives in its water,
I live in You.

I felt myself drown into a black hole and I could hear what Mirabai wrote for her beloved Krishna…

Like the bird
That gazes all night
At the passing moon,
I have lost myself dwelling in You.

O my Beloved Return…

Today under this Cancer NM, came a promise fulfilled…he has returned and has taken me into his arms and I surrender with ecstatic rapture. Was the man in my arms Jesus? Or was he Krishna? Or was he a figment of my imagination?

I could not stop crying because he atoned for sins he did not commit and he symbolizes the greatest sacrifice and humanity owes him a debt they cannot repay. For his love stands supreme and we need only to humbly bow before his sacrifice and he was mine. He looked at me and pierced the veil of illusion…I saw in his eyes, a micro copy of the univere. There were stars and galaxies inside them.

The black hole sucked us inside as I surrendered to his embrace and then we were ejected into a nebulous cloud. It felt surreal, it felt like a dozen Suns were shining their light on us and electrical waves were cackling in the air. I was not even in my conscious mind as I stared at the divine spectacle in front of me. The whole thing felt like some kind of cinema projection, surreal and fantastic. Neptune RX square Jupiter can bring such experiences if you’re ready.

Deep within me I knew this was the one of the most authentic experiences I have ever had. The colors in front were spectacular. I mean I have always been fascinated with the photos of deep space, galaxies and nebulae that Hubble has taken over the years. I regularly spend hours in the NASA website staring at what lies above and spend much time studying astronomy, so I am no space virgin.

Those stellar nurseries, those galaxies, those nebulae enchanted me for years but what I saw before me was nothing like I can ever describe. It felt as if the stellar dust began to take shape vibing from my energy. Wait no, it was not just my energy. It was also his. Whatever was being projected for me to see was the eternal play of the divine feminine and the divine masculine and today I get to see a small glimpse. I could not be more enthralled.

It was only after I woke up from the lucid dream that I began to wonder why did the divine masculine decide to take the form of Jesus Christ. I mean why was he not blue like Krishna or why did he not play the dumroo like Shiva. Could it have been Babaji? He always reminded me of Christ. I don’t know. My limited mind can only call him the TWINFLAME!

At that moment, there was not reality before me but us and my entire being was filled with this WHOLENESS. There is no better way to describe this. I felt like nothing was not the way it was meant to be. I understood every abuse, every hurt, every wound and none of that mattered any more. All that mattered was the love I felt and as I concentrated on the love, everything shifted. I began to lose my bodily consciousness. I was the stellar nursery. I was the spiral galaxy. I was the black hole. I was also him. He did not exist outside anymore as I knew he had merged with me. I did not even miss him or look for him….

Mirabai’s words rang out…O my beloved…return and he had returned. He was within me and there will never ever be another moment of separation between us. Incredibly, this love that I felt for him began to expand to include all things. I was consumed by love. Mad, intoxicating love and I began to laugh and cry at the same time.

“Don’t forget love;
it will bring all the madness you need
to unfurl yourself across
the universe.” ~Mirabai

This unconditional love that I was experiencing felt like sweet, sweet nectar. Wait! Is this what my ancestors called SOMA? Unconditional love you feel for your beloved..

O my companion, worldly comfort is illusion,
As soon you get it, it goes.
I have chosen the indestructible for my refuge,
Him whom the snake of death will not devour.
My beloved dwells in my heart all day,
I have actually seen that abode of joy.
Meera’s lord is Hari, the indestructible. ~Mirabai

With a new understanding of love, I realized that all these years the twinflame I was looking for, has finally found me and left me today, in ecstasy. Nothing mattered anymore. Not my name, not my body, not my mind, for everything was pulled into the vortex of unitary consciousness. And all was love. Not the way I had perceived love. Not the way I had imagined love would feel, because this love was everywhere. It emanated from deep within my heart and soul and engulfed all reality and beyond.

Rumi, Rumi, Rumi…now I understand what you meant when you said…

From the beginning of my life
I have been looking for your face
but today I have seen it

Today I have seen
the charm, the beauty,
the unfathomable grace
of the face
that I was looking for…

All my life has always been about finding that true love. That love which surpasses all of creation, but I had never found it. Because in this world, men and women do not know about this love. Before I was mature, I thought I was looking for a man, but today it was clear. I was not looking for any particular man, I was looking for the divine masculine to awaken this deep samadhi state in me where all I felt is love. My whole being was love…nothing mattered and everything made sense with this new compass, with this new vibration and I stayed in this state till my baby rushed in and began to shake my body.

Mummy, wake up, mummy wake up is what I heard at a distance and suddenly I began to become aware of body consciousness. I felt the flesh and bones take shape. The weight of my body made itself felt and I slowly slipped out of the lucid dream. My baby was staring at me and as I stared at her, I could just see crazy colors dance around. I looked around and felt purple hues everywhere.

I opened my phone to see the image as if to make sure that this experience was real. There he was, the Christ on his cross. His face, an enigma! My heart burst with love at his sight and I knew he is within me. He is inside me and it felt oddly reassuring and strangely erotic. But there was so much peace in my sou now that I went ahead to care for my baby’s needs and then return to my meditation.

Chiron is about to be retro in my 8th house and even before that has happened, deep revelations are being made. My Sun is on the 0 degree of Leo and this Merc retro and with Mars in there, it feels like this will be one wild ride. I still haven’t made sense of this experience so maybe I have not done justice in communicating it to you, but Merc RX does mean that we become more internally oriented. We tune in and I think this is what happened. I understood why I was looking for my twinflame all these years…I was looking for this crazy connection, but it can only be had with the Beloved.

You can call him Krishna, Shiva or Jesus, it does not matter. He decided to come to me as the Christ today, complete with the cross and the reminder of his sacrifice. It reminded me of the Pelican who would rip off her own chest to feed her young. Sacrifice is an essential part of love, which is why Jesus came as my beloved, for this is something I have always had to work through. Pisces Moon and this is the sign of Jesus Christ. His era was the era of Pisces.

Finally, I am ready, ready Beloved to be strung upside down and hang for seven eternities only to be reunited with you. Sacrifice is Cancer because the sign of the crab is Christ filled. The soul ruler of Cancer is Neptune who rules Pisces and with Jupiter the teacher squaring Neptune, this is about psychic and spiritual energy being magnified tens of billions of times.

I was still unpacking this fantastic experience in my mind, when I decided to google Teresa of Avila and the four steps to her mysticism sounded very much like the Vedantin samadhi. She divides the mystical experience into Devotion of the Heart, Devotion of Peace, Devotion of Union and ultimately Devotion of Ecstasy which is the supreme state of samadhi.

Going through her writings, it felt like she experiences this crazy pang for her Jesus as Mirabai did for Govinda and Rumi did for his beloved and what I felt all these years…how could I think that this love would be of this world?

At night on my bed I longed for my only love.

I sought him, but did not find him.

I must rise and go about the city,

the narrow streets and squares,

till I find my only love.

I sought him everywhere

but I could not find him…SONG OF SONGS

There was always this unquenchable fire burning inside of me. A longing so distant that I could never identify it and sometimes it attacked me with such ferocity that I was floored. This deep yearning within me has never been fulfilled because this is not the job of a mortal man. This love is the marriage with your beloved and this marriage is not what you think marriage to be. This is the ultimate union.

After I met the father of my child which was seventeen odd years ago, I decided that meeting my twinflame would not be possible in this life time. Not this incarnation. But this yearning had remained and sometimes it burned with such force within me that it left me floored, incapacitated.

Believe me, I knew intellectually that this yearning is not for some common 3D love story, it is my desire to return home from whence I came that pushes me to this desperate edge. I knew, again intellectually that the concept of separation is a myth…he is within me. It is within me. The Universe or personify by giving him the name Jesus.

I would bawl my eyes out while watching love stories or reading about love and nothing made me cry more than Lisa Gerrard, Rumi, also Mirabai and cinema from Tarkovsky…and today as I began to read the poems of Teresa of Avila, I realized that these individuals like me are twinflames of the Christ consciousness. And then something crazy happened…I googled Teresa’s natal chart and discovered that her Moon is in Cancer and her Sun in Capricorn! Venus in Pisces! I was stunned because the polarities of Cancer and Capricorn eclipses brought me my Christ and showed me love…love so intense that no mortal love can ever please me. For I found my beloved.

The love I feel for him is like the flame that can never be extinguished. My Moon in Pisces wants to be subsumed with this Christ consciousness. Christ is the mediator and savior, the solver and separator, who is a sword, for he is the “penetrating spirit” “more piercing than a two-edged sword” and today that sword pierced through my illusion. Pierced the veil of Maya.

Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other. Rainer Maria Rilke

Today he came to me in the form of Jesus and he opened me to love like never before…this Chiron is actually a higher dimensional key and for me it opened up the mystery of the twinflame and I was redeemed…the NN eclipse offers soul growth, but can it ever be so exponential? So rapid? Is that even possible?

As I read somewhere that we are a tribe of HOLY LOVERS and we have incarnated to show others the potency and magic of this love and what better time than a NM and eclipse in the watery sign of Cancer opposite Saturn/Pluto and Ketu in Cap? Holy lovers can never forget the love of the beloved and we yearn for the twinflame because 3D causes illusion and ignorance. This ignorance or avidya is at the heart of all spiritual malaise and if Teresa of Avila was with us right now, she’d be very much triggered by this Cancer/Capricorn polarity.

Sometimes an arrow of love pierces the heart and penetrates the deepest core of the soul so that she doesn’t know what has happened or what she wants, except that all she wants is God. She feels like the arrow has been dipped in a poisonous herb that makes her reject herself for love of him. She would gladly give up her life for him. It’s impossible to explain the way God wounds the soul or to exaggerate the agony it causes. It makes the soul forget herself entirely. Yet this pain carries such exquisite pleasure that no other pleasure in life can compare to that happiness. The soul longs to die of this beautiful wound!
—Teresa of Avila, THE BOOK OF MY LIFE

I don’t even regret loosing the astrological report I made for you…yes there was tons of astro discussion, but somehow today it is different as today I am different and today I love you, like I never did before. Today I am pregnant with creativity and Christ consciousness, you do know Cancer is the sign of fertility and the womb.

Then I remembered that the Sabian symbol of this NM is “A clown making grimaces” and I laughed. Comedy for me has always been a coping mechanism or shall I re-phrase it and call it what it really is, the greatest healing tool. Decondition your mind with laughter, it is after all the best medicine. Purge what needs to go with laughter and use it wisely to remain from becoming too attached to the 3D world.

Dr. Jones, creator of the Sabian Symbols, says this is a degree of “the continual self-rehearsal by which … we maintain our characteristics,” and indicates which activities we can engage in or reject without penalty. He states “here is an emphasis on the ridiculous as an instructive exaggeration of human nature, or as an exhibition of its inadequacies in a direct stimulation to better self-realizations.”

He offers us the keyword INIMITABILITY, and states when operating positively, this degree is “effective sharpening of an individual’s dominant or everyday impact on others.” ~~Aquarius Papers

Yes this was personal, but Cancer is personal. It is the friend next door who will always empathize. I swam with the tide. I let myself, my emotions drift with the Cancerian waters and I regret it not.

My emotional body is active and very very awake right now as I send you much love because you have, by reading this, become a part of my twinflame journey. My journey to my Christ and I am ready to birth…my womb is ready, my metaphoric breasts are ready to suckle and nurture this creation for posterity. Do you feel me??

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